i am not beryl

2009-08-27T02:40:00.001+08:00

Found on the net. Check it out.
1. Girls hate it when guys say perverted things.
2. Girls like to be told that they’re beautiful, rather than hot, pretty, cute, or sexy. It just gives more meaning.
3. Girls love to feel special, even though they might not show it.
4. Girls talk about EVERYTHING with their girlfriends. So that means, you’re possibly 90% of their conversation. And believe me, trash talking takes up most of it, unless you’re a Greek god, which you’re not.
5. When girls are online, they want the guy to instant message them first, and they literally burn up inside when they’re not messaged. Of course, when they are messaged, they play it all cool and go “oh, hey” as if they just discovered your message.
6. Girls have a thing for guys who dress GQ.
7. Girls love it when guys are over 6 feet.
8. Girls find it awfully attractive when guys wear just a white t-shirt and jeans and yet they happen to look awesome in it.
9. Remember. Sense of humor. GIRLS LOVE GUYS WHO CAN MAKE THEM LAUGH.
10. Girls hate guys with bad hygiene. So put on that deodorant and clip those nails!
11. Girls love guys who know how to dance.
12. Girls love it when a guy pulls them close by the waist.
13. Girls go crazy when a guy smells good.
14. Girls hate cocky guys.
15. Usually, when a girl is sarcastically mean to you, it means they’re attracted to you, but are afraid that they’ll be showing too much.
16. A kiss on the hand with the right timing can be a REAL TURN-ON.
17. Girls have a thing for guys who sport blazers with a destroyed tee underneath.
18. Girls have a thing for guys who have messy sex hair.
19. Some girls can think about their crushes for 18+ hours straight. No exaggeration.
20. When a guy says something really sentimental, girls will remember it forever.
21. The smallest gestures, the smallest stares, and the smallest statements could make a girl’s year. No joke.
22. Girls get embarassed easily, even if guys don’t know what the hell just happened.
23. Girls daydream about their crushes. Like getting married, going on dates, kissing, etc. They just don’t show it.
24. Girls HATE players.
25. Guys who can sing are a major turn on.
26. Guitarists are sexy.
27. When a girl is upset and wants you to listen, she wants you to listen. Don’t give her advice unless she asks for it.
28. When a girl is crying, she feels a lot safer if you pull her close and tell her that everything is going to be alright.
29. Girls love it when guys say their name.
30. Girls don’t like short tempered guys.
31. Sometimes girls just wish that guys would notice when they get a new haircut or if they’re wearing eyeliner.
32. When a girl calls you her loser or her dork, it usually means she’s attracted to you.
33. Girls find it a lot more romantic if you just fall asleep with them holding them with your arms rather than having a night of hot kinky sex.
34. Girls will never say I love you unless you say it first. But that doesn’t mean she doesn’t want to scream it from the top of her lungs.
35. Girls love confidence.
36. Girls don’t like rock-hard guys. They like to know that guys can have a sensitive side too.
37. There comes a time when girls have needs too. Enough said.
38. A girl will cry over you a lot more than you think.
39. A girl’s wounds can last awhile. And when I say awhile, I mean awhile.
40. Girls hate guys who smell bad.
41. When a girl cooks for you, you know you mean a lot to her.
42. Girls don’t like it when you think other women are hot and say it so.
43. Eyeliner is a girl’s essential product. Don’t ever try to take it away from her.
44. Girls hate it, absolutely HATE IT when guys don’t keep their promises. It throws them over the top. They will remember it.
45. Every girl fantasizes about her wedding. Her dress, her flowers, her shoes, her hair. More than you think.
46. Girls hate it when other girls flirt. Yet they flirt themselves too. Ah, the beauty of irony.
47. Girls will save instant message conversations when they like a guy.
48. A phone call, a text message, or a single Hershey’s kiss will mean A LOT MORE than a bouquet of flowers and a box of chocolates on her birthday.
49. Every girl think she’s pretty in one way or another. They just won’t admit it.
50. Girls are VERY SELF-CONSCIOUS when it comes to their looks. No makeup is a very sensitive topic to them. ;P
Amazing.

mugging D:

2009-05-13T23:48:00.003+08:00

damn i hate test.
have to mug like siao.
but nvm. got some jokes for you all to DESTRESS.
as i know many of you are having Mid Years.

A first-grade teacher, Ms Anna (Age 22 ) was having trouble with one of her students.
The teacher asked the boy, 'what is your problem?'
The boy answered, 'I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third-grade too!'
Ms Anna had enough.
She took the boy to the principal's office.
While the boy waited at the reception of the office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was.
The principal told Ms Anna he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave.
The boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.

Principal: 'What is 3 x 3?'
Boy: '9'.
Principal: 'What is 6 x 6?'
Boy: '36'.
So it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know
The principal looks at Ms Anna and tells her,
'I think Boy can go to the third-grade. '
Ms Anna says to the principal,
'I have some of my own questions, can I ask him?'
The principal and boy both agree.

Ms Anna asks, 'What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?
Boy: after a moment 'Legs.'
Ms Anna: 'What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?'
Boy: 'Pockets.'
Ms Anna: 'What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid'?
Boy: 'Coconut'
Ms Anna: 'What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky'?
The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer, the boy was taking charge.
Boy: 'Bubblegum'
Ms Anna: 'What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs'?
The principal's eyes open really wide again and before he could stop the answer..
Boy: 'Shake hands'
Ms Anna: 'Now, I will ask some who am I sort of questions, ok?'
Boy: 'Yep.'
Ms Anna: 'You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do.'
Boy: 'A tent'
Ms Anna: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first.
The Principal was looking restless and a bit tense He took one large Vodka peg.
Boy: 'Wedding Ring'
Ms Anna: I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good.
Boy: Nose
Ms Anna: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.
Boy: Arrow
Ms Anna: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means a lot of heat and excitement?Boy: Firetruck
Ms Anna: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' and if you dont get it you have to use your hand.
Boy: Fork
Ms Anna: What is it that all men have one of. It's longer on some men than on others, the pope does not use his, and a man gives it to his wife after they are married?
Boy: Surname
Ms Anna: What part of the man has no bones but has muscles, lots of veins and loves pumping?Boy: 'Heart'
The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher : '
Send this boy to Stanford University ; I myself got all the answers wrong'.

laugh man. what are all of your mind thinking?
alrights gona back to mugging.
hope it helps to destress you. :D

2009-05-08T02:43:00.003+08:00

here i am late night when i am suppose to sleep.

just gt my study guide today,
and having test tmr.
zzzzz.
while everyone had already done their 116 questions.
here i am looking it thru the cisco net for the answers for the questions.
and guess whad test is tmr.
and some of the question will be tested.
dang!

i have 10 more pages left.

116 question = 16 pages.
50 questions = 6 pages.
i just hope to pass cause most of the stuffs are going in my head.
PLEASE.
and class advisor says must get 70% and above.
wha stress arhs.

going back to study ler.
wish me luck manxzxz

2009-05-02T19:05:00.002+08:00

I WANNA RANT!!!

i learn to explain to you,
cause i dun wish you to misunderstand.
so whenever i explain to you,
you will never listen so why should i explain to you for?
so freaking tired from explaining.
whatever i do it seems wrong ehs.
you are forever angry with me.

i remember de last time you told me nt to work,
because you are afraid i wont have time for you.
when i got into a school again,
you are afraid i will be too into school work and no time for you.
what is wrong with me studying.
i dislike it ok.
you can rant at me while i cant.
saying i always raise my voice on you,
hey its you who raise your voice on me first alright.
you always say i dont think of you.
now i tell you, you are wrong.
cause whatever i do seems wrong to you.
to you, i can never be able to do things right.
and i am forever lazy to you.
a bloody swine.
no matter how much i have tried to help you,
you will never be able to feel it.
cause you are always right ok.
hais.

just because of de vcd.
you want to be angry with me,
what can i do nehs.
yes, you paid for it, you watch it before.
i am nt even watching yet you keep saying tht i am watching it.
hais i dunno what to do ler larhs.
you always say i never grow up.
hais i really dunno what to do ler larhs.

wanting to bring you to escape cause i did save up.
you can shoot me up by saying where doi have de money.
let me tell you.
i saved it up without you knowing.
yet, you want to watch de vcd.
i am ok with it, even thou i know my plans are gone.
did you even know.
hais.
am i really doing a bad job as a gf?
tell me luh.
i am sick and tired about quarrelling over money ler lehs
really tired ler.
so what you are earning money?
da nan ren zhu yi.
now everything is changing ler.
whads your prob having your gf to yang you?
you need more face is it.
scared i will over take you by earning more isit
paiseh isit.
let me tell you,
i dont even care.
hais.
to me money cant buy everything.
if you think money can buy happiness for de 2 of us,
den go ahead bahs.
i gt nth to say ok.
without money we still can go places like ecp or wcp.
a scroll by de beach,barefooted , feet sinking in de sand,watching de sunset.
these are things money cant buy ok.
what do you knw.
i am never like them alrights.
dont make me sound like them.
hais.

to you, de game is much more important den me,
i dont even care if i lvl or whad.
i dont even brag about it ok.
i hardly get de chance to play.

it is hurting me badly.
very badly.
i do not want it to fade.
tell me why.

2009-04-22T02:13:00.002+08:00

heyo people,

i know i long time nvr blog ler
hahas.

well these few ~~days~~ weeks i mean,
many cold war with baby.

but i am glad tht is over ler.
went to clementi today to meet baby, tgt with mummy :D
but was late due to some reason. grrrr
waited for damn long time for de IO to arrive.
so... YES, change IO liaos.
at least this IO is willing to listen.

after awhile, went to JP tgt with baby.
headed for de arcade first. played JUBEAT.
wooots woooots.
den played de street basketball shoot out.
hahas, won baby and lost to baby.
den maximise tune(idk if i spell it correctly marhs).
hahas,but baby like tht driving game hor [[:
played mario kart, yehh, won baby hehes.
den jiu head to GV to collect my membership card [[:
weeee!

after tht walk around again [[: wentto have lunch
wha piangz, de food hor
very de horrible terrible & vegitable lehs.
oh and horrigitable.
hehes.

so we enter challenger to look for baby's mouse for lappy
and we came across de xbox360,
my 2nd time coming across it but first time playing it
so wow, streetfighter was fun luhs!
i was hogging on to it, until baby went like
: ehs, 15 mins up ler lehs.

hahas, so after buying de mouse we headed for pet shop
was finding good shampoo for my baobei jackjack.
went in kiddy shop [[:
both baby and i talking and plaing with kiddy stuffs
hahas.

headed for dinner at billy bombers,
okay larhs.
but their milk shake is like kenasai.
happily chatting until we called for de bill.
hahas, this is de funny part luhs.
baby had 36 bucks and de bill was 50 bucks
we had no choice but to call for ppl.
peckpeck was left with last 10 so nvm
stephii was still at office , so nvm too.
called L. and YES! L deposit 30 bucks into baby account.
hahas, damn kuku larhs de 2 of us,
thanks L sooo much.

so baby dint send me home but baby pei me wait for train to come.
i slept in de train lor, lucky i woke up at marsling.
if nt really will overshot.
tsktsk.
lucky got a few coins ith me, cause took bus marhs.
wanted to sleep in de bus but hor.
i know tht i will overshot so i force myself to be awake.
hahas,

came home changed talked to baby on de phone for a few mins.
went to bring my jackjack for walkie.
today i tried something special
i didnt leash him until he went down and pee.
but still being afraid i leash him right after he pee.
walked a big big round.
so when we were blocks away from my home.
i unleash him again, and he walked beside me.
i am so damn happy larhs.
but when we reach my block, right under my block.
he just wanted to pee.
so he ran fast towards de playground.
i chase him luhh.
but thank god he was just wanting to pee.
hahas. so call him over to de life area.
once reach 7 floor,
he ran towards de direction of whiskey boy house
cause snowy was there too. :D
he kaypoh for a while den didnt wanna go home until i left.
hahas
silly dog right. :D
washed his pawpaws and bumbum cause he poop-ed.

now here i am , wanting to play Restaurant City but
cannot play, nvm i gonna sleep soon.
tmr gg to fetch baby off work and head to hougang :D

and there de puffywaffy is sleeping on his cushie.
hahas, waiting for me to go in :D

nights people.

2009-04-18T02:43:00.003+08:00

people to do this. : baby eden, theeree , wanting and whosoever wanna do larhs

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head, and then answer the questions. After doing this, tag your friends to do the same.

1. bea
2. jarrell
3. yiling
4. yongling
5. tammy
6. alicia toh
7. baby eden
8. peckpeck
9. wanting
10. chuifann
11. weiwei
12. theeree
13. kok
14. teckmeng
15. sarah mokk
16. baoling
17. elynn
18. stephi
19. victor
20. jierui
21. siti
{not in order k}

How did you meet 7?
thru some friends.
What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
wha! den no one will ever oversleep with me during camps
What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
omfg, they will nvr turn crook larhs
Have you ever seen 17 cry?
yes, and i made her cry. bleahh XD
Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
never, both are girls larhs
Do you think 11 is attractive?
of cause, my girlgirl lehs
What’s 2’s favorite color?
GREEN.
When was the last time you talked to 9?
talk as in face to face or over de web?
What language does 8 speak?
cheena and hokkien.sometimes some language which i dun understand. :3
Who is 13 going out with?
his riffle in his camp. XDXD
What grade is 16 in?
working ler larhs dey
Would you ever date 17?
never in my life hor, she's my good friend, my neighbour
Where does 18 live?
batok if i am nt wrong bahs
What is the best thing about 4?
hahas.very crazy and joyful
What would you like to tell 10 right now?
girl arhs,outing soon ok. :D
What is the best thing about 20?
my seeee-niorrrrrr. funny at times.
Have you ever kissed 2?
ehs, my one and only god-bro lehs
What’s the best memory you have of 5?
all de shit things we do tgt. :D
When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?
idk lehs. still waiting for her to be freee.
How is 7 different from 6?
6 is my ite friend. 7 is my baby :D
Is 1 pretty?
she always thinks she is, actually she is mature.
What was your first impression of 15?
anime freakkkk,and very good artist
How did you meet 3?
secondary school :D
Is 7 your best friend?
my best friend,my baby,my everything
Do you hate 12?
for whad? crazy arhs. my erzi lehs
Have you seen 18 in the last month?
nvr worhs.dunno how is she lerhs.
When was the last time you saw 16?
last year in school.
Have you been to 5’s house?
YES! i love her bed.
When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
on de 26, whahaha.
Are you close to 11?
of cause. but nt everytime meeting up
Have you been to the movies with 4?
yeaps, very noisy at times. tsktsk
Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
idk lehs. peckpeck very farnie larhs.
Would you give 19 a hug?
erm, idk worhs.
When have you lied to 3?
why must i lie to her? siao
Is 11 good at socializing?
yeaps. very outgoing.
Do you know a secret about 8?
dunno lehhs. hahas. peckpeck u got any secrets to tell me marhs.
Describe the relationship between 12 and 18?
nth, they dun even knw each other.
What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9?
MY FEEEL partner.
What’s the worst thing about 6?
very quiet.
Have you ever had a crush on 12?
huh, never larhs. i am attach u knw.
How long have you known 2?
7 years lerhs.
Does 11 have a gf/bf?
no, but got lonely soul. hahas.
Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
erm, nvr cause she is ever funny.
Has 21 met your mother ?
of cause, primary sch friend lehhs.
How did you meet 11?
working in new town.
Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
idk lehs. hahas
Do you live close to 7?
no, i wish to. hor baby.
What is 8’s favorite food?
prawns and SOTONG. hahas.
What kind of car does 1 have?
hahas, i dun even know when she gg to enroll for driving
Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
ehs, no lehs. maybe sch to sch bahs. hahas
If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on?
wha, buy hamsup mag arhs he. hahas. or buy comics. :D

2009-04-16T03:35:00.000+08:00

Perhaps, I am really an 'Anxiety Girl'.
Fast to jump to the worst conclusion in a single bound.
But then again, please never ever blame me for being like this.
I care, and I really do.
That's why I act this way.
And maybe thats why i'm always wrong too.

2009-04-16T02:49:00.002+08:00

i am trying my best to help u lerhs.
but can gimmi time marhs.
i m trying lers.
i am really trying ler
can u see it or feel it?

idkidkidkidkidk.

everythingidoseemstogooffwheneverijuststarttopickmyselfupagain.
itsucksahellupoftimeyouknowthat.whocanunderstandwhatiamgoingthru.

about me

2009-04-16T02:11:00.003+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

this is rather true larhs.
hahas

testing on how well i know baby

2009-04-11T03:06:00.003+08:00

how much does gfs noes
about their bfs.
hehs this is to test myself.

chocolates: (a 140% must)
ferro roche'
hello panda chocolate
hello panda strawberry
kinder bueno
kinder surprise
m & m's milk
m & m's peanut
oreo
pocky chocolate
pocky strawberry
yamyam chocolate
yamyam milk
yamyam strawberry

drinks:
f & n grape
pokka green tea (no.1 fave)
bundung

ice-cream:
chocolate
cookies & cream

food:
baby is not picky over food.
but baby favs are
korean food
japanese omelette fried rice
miso soup
miso ramen
nacho cheese, extra cheese
fish & chips
grilled chicken
macaroni & cheese
chicken wings
prawn-noodles
la-mian
hor-fun
mui-fan
tim-sun
yong-tau-foo

colors:
black
blue
grey
lime.green
orange
pink
red
silver
white

shoes size:
same as mine
8.5

shirts size:
mens size range from L to XXL
cause baby wanna cover his big belly :D

shorts / pants size:
34-38
around L to XXL

sports brands:
absolut (fantastic vodkas)
adidas (sports apparel & accessories)
akira (cheap & good electronic home appliances)
crumpler (bags)
deuter (backpacks)
honda (cars)
hyundai (cars)
ikea (innovative home ideas)
molten (basketballs)
nike (sports apparel & accessories)
sony (everything)
subaru (cars)
tefal (pots & pans)
pioneer (car audio systems)

animals:
baby loves animals
except those flying kaka.
hehes.

sharing

2009-04-08T01:30:00.001+08:00

saw this story on wantings blog,
decide to share it with ur too.

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. I know how her heart could not bear to hear my last words now. I still carried her, my last one...this time with my wreatched heart.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

lost.

2009-04-08T01:04:00.005+08:00

so many ups and downs.
idk idk idk.
how can i be able to go pass it?
i miss playing bball.
anyone? thou i know all de mid years are around de corner.
but still bball anyone?

still thinking about tmr,
should i or should i not?
sometimes i shall shut myself up and think for others.
what can i do.
sometimes its hard that idk what i should really do.
yes sometimes i do have my fault.
i admit sometimes whenever u nag or sowhatever at me,
my brain seems to wander off.
grrrr. i am mad about myself being liddat.
why am i scared ?
what am i scared off ?
someone fill me in quick.

iam lost in my very own world.

please, someone please.
tell me what is my wrongs.
i am starting not to understand myself already.
did we start off too early?
i dun understand u sometimes.
you keep things from me,
and i keep things from u.
are we really in love with each other?
idk, i really dunno.
please tell me.

greetings

2009-04-04T02:54:00.002+08:00

greetings earthlings [:

well, back to blog both in vox and here bahs.
well was changing de water for xiaobei and guess what,
the very kaypo jackjack came in to check what i was doing.
so i decided to put xiaobei on de toilet floor.
and for a moment i tot jackjack was about to eat her or something cause he is damn greedy.
but to my surprise ,
he began to lick xiaobei.
hahas

that cute little darling. aiyoooooo
like what baby says. he does know how to melt ppl hearts.
he is sleeping now on my bed.
he came out to bark because of de tv sound of a dog bark,
and this gongfart tot its my neighbour or something.

2009-04-02T03:01:00.001+08:00

WAYS TO END ONE's LIFE

The list:
1. Jump down from a super tall building (so that one will die before he/she reach the ground)
2. Swallow & gobble down a bottle of insomnia pills
3. Cutting wrist (only dumb people do that)
4. Taking in carbon monoxide (by sleeping in an 'on-engine' car)
5. Sudden dash to middle of the road,hoping some vehicle to knock onto that person (crazy.! cause there are traffic lights.)
6. Jump into the MRT track when train arriving (dumb.! cause there are camera around)
7. By drowning him/herself ( very dumb cause it's hard if you know how to swim)
8. Stab him/herself in the stomach with a knife ( it's pain cause it's your flesh)

I found out that no. 4 may be the best way. Not much suffering. LOL!This is how negative one may think when they are really depressed. When the most important thing in their life just shattered into bits & pieces.

well. sometimes i really feel like doing it. cause it will end all my problems nd troubles. so peaceful when you die.

2009-04-02T01:21:00.002+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Death
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

rather true ehhs. [[[:

MOVED

2009-03-21T03:44:00.001+08:00

hellos people.

i have moved.
do relink me at.

http://danceunderthemoon.vox.com

thanks and sorry for de trouble.

:DDDDD

i'ma harpi girl [:

2009-03-11T23:14:00.003+08:00

been sick for de past 3 weeks ler,
and i lost 2kg.
anyway congrats to NewTown B div boys
getting into de National beating Unity by 2 points.

gonna get a doggie home soon[:
will be naming it jackjack.
cause its a jack russell.
weeeee. both baby and i will be bringing him home on sunday[:

well, i seems to have grow up a little
cause i use to not cut my nails myself
(people always have to help me to cut cause i dunno how to cut)
but i manage to cut my nails today
BY MYSELF!

currently playing facebook pet society.
cause i'm bored.
and i love reading twilight.
its a nice book, after i read finish i wanna get another book to read
weeeeeeee[:

anyway there is IT fair tomorrow.
hope during de IT fair i can see cheap HDD.
lalala~

i am so inlove with my LG icecream phone.
and weiwei got de same phone as me
WEEEEEEEEEEE!!! :DDDD

yesterday went to de airport with babehhh,
to send kim cause she is going back to Norfork
i guess she has reach already bahs,
had dinner with babehhh at Popeyes,
nicenicenice. :DD

looking forward for de 28 of this month,
going prawning again ,
this time tgt with babehhh and mummy
maybe ask clique along to celebrate mummys birthday[:

anyway i have 2 more nuer and 1 more erzi [:
love them too[:

random

2009-03-11T04:53:00.002+08:00

Real Life Maths Equations:

RELATIONSHIP ARITHMETIC
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy

OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee =production
Dumb boss + smart employee =promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn’t need.

GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.

PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn’t.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won’t change, and she does.

DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument

true? good night.

2009-03-07T00:41:00.002+08:00

hellos people.

well, very bad news actually.
i cant get into poly.
sad case right.
nvm because my appeal letter is ready and so are my documents.
shall try harder if not i shall move my plan to
MY PERSONNAL PLAN B.

its been a sad week, cause i have been sick for almost 2 weeks.
damn tired already.
my baobao died.
i am sad, didnt cry but , heartpain.
but wanted to cheer baby up lor.
so we cabbed to clementi to meet with
des&wei @ pizza hut.
wonderful lunch [:
after eating until damn full,
we went to JP to meet up with chuifan and friends.
caught Marley & Me once again
cried again. tot of some stuffs.
but had to remind myself that i must be strong.
after de movie, we walked around for a while.
got bubble tea. my WO DE MEI REN (watermelon) ice bland.
nice nice[: but i think de china lady added too much powder
after that headed to kims place had dinner.

i am tired ler.
is it my fault.
i hate it you know.
dun wish to talk about it.
fuck off.
leave me alone.

excited and stress

2009-03-05T02:13:00.001+08:00

OMG!
i cant get to sleep.
because i am damn nervous bout de posting results.

OH PLEASHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
let me get into poly.
i do have faith that i can get into poly.
but just dunno afraid about this and that.
ARGGGG!!!!
someone please destress me.
NOW!

bloody sick.

2009-03-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

excited.

tomorrow will be de fifth of march
and de postings will be out.
dang i am nervous.

anyway i am dead sick now.
i woke up with no voice.
and when babeh called.
i shocked him,
and my dearest boy tot he called de wrong person.
sorry baby, scare you with my very man voice now.

i am feeling like a running tap because of my nose,
i am feeling like a mute because of my sore throat,
i am feeling like theres a rock in my head because of my headache.
but lastly i am feeling down because
I MISS MY BABEH!

and my babeh is very happy because
he learn some basic html by himself today.
proud of you babeh.

i'm editing some picture of babeh and i
when we were at sim lim ytd tgt with kim[:

seriously i am feeling kinda cranky this few days
because of my period.
but thankfully babeh is there for me.
hehes.

ending here
cause headache is a pain in my ass
dang!

tired

2009-03-03T01:38:00.003+08:00

holla people[:

firsty, i'm sorry for not blogging for a VERY long time.
secondly, both baby and i are caught with de current flu bug.
thirdly, its been a rough week for both baby and i due to quarrells
fourthly, i had my monthly thingy on.

yeaps. its de first week of march.
which means just a 2 more days and de posting will be out.
OMGOMGOMG!
i am so damn freaking excited.
i wanna go poly
YESYESYES!
make my dream come true yeah.
PLEASHHHHHHH!!!!!

ok nth to blog ler.
so much thinking to be done.

loves[:

2009-02-21T03:08:00.003+08:00

greetings peekpokes [:

well a few days back,
both me & bfren got a
communication broke down.
so that night i cried myself to sleep
while bfren hugged kalang & cried himself to sleep.
so de moment i woke up,
i saw miss calls & text msges from bfren.
so i called him.
but there was a total silence throughout de
whole conversation.
bfren said sorry to me,
den dumb dumb me broke down.
i cried.
so bfren asked if he could come over to my place to see me.
i said okay[:
bfren chiong cabby to my place
while i was on bed listening to just 1 song.
de first thing when i saw bfren i cried again.
bfren walked towards my bed & hug me tight tight
*i love his hugs*
so as usual , we kissed & made up[:
so bfren spent his entire day with me
*imma har-piiii girlie*
being naughty i kept disturbing bfren.
but bfren was down with de flu bug.
so he cant stay over night,
& somemore he has work de next day.
butButBUtBUT
before bfren left for home,
de two of us,
counted pinkie post piggy bank.
and guess what.
TOTAL OF A HUNDRED BUCKS SAVED TOGETHER.
so bfren & i promised that if anytime
we want to borrow MOOLAH
from pinkie post piggy bank
we have to put in double of what we had taken out.

exp :
take = 10
return = 20

cool shit right [:

let me blog whad happen today,
i woke up at 10.10 in de morning due to baby's call
so i woke up had to prepare to watch de new town girls match
they had given their best already but lost.
but trust me, they are good players [:
so after de match while de girls were waiting for de bus to arrive
some thing funny happen.
cause i was wearing my black racerback from cotton on body.
jiayi just put her hand on my waist.
so.

jiayi : wha , ni hen shou lehs

(wha , you very skinny lehs)

me : huh, nah li you. wo fei lah.ni ye shi hen shou

(huh, where got. i fat lah.you also very skinny)

jiayi face went =.=.

huisiang : wha, bu zou hor. sheng ti shou shou neh neh hai man da de

(wha, not bad hor. body skinny skinny breast quiet big)

den i went compressing my boobs

wenqian : ni wei she mo zai ya ni de neh neh

(why you pressing your breast)

me : ying wei wo yao ta bian xiao

(because i want it to become smaller)

so some of their face went =.=
yah and they left back to school while baby & i
went to get baby's new phone,
we are getting de same phone so couple phone [:
we got LG's ice cream phone,
baby's is blue while mine is pink,
i have to wait for mine to arrive cause currently is oos
baby got his de ler.
and let me tell u.
IT PREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETY
seriously. i wanna change phone soon[:
de we rush back to admiralty to meet ah ma
went to ToaPaYeo for lunch and ah ma headed to ah yi's place
so both baby & i went to town for movie.
we caught this movie
he's just not into you.
trust me. this movie is so fucking true.
hor baby hor.
but out of 10 i give 9.5 stars
cause de starting of de movie very jumpy.
but still its a nice movie.
so after that we went to arcade and play mario cart.
its both baby and mine favourite,
& so was de basketball machine & percussion master.
we had fun, walked around.
had love talks and stuffs.
so he train-ed home [:
i love my baby very de much.

just for my baby :

hey babe, thanks for always being there for me
entertaining me with many fun stuffs.
thanks for all de love u had given me.
thanks for de stuffs u bought for me
de surprises you got for me
eg:
1. de HP mini lappy
2. forking out for my bday bbq
3. my coming LG pink ice cream phone
4. Jayden from build a bear workshop on de 27.nov.2008
5. da Bao & xiao Bei
6. green care bear tha we name it
limey.
and many many uncountable stuffs you had given me.
i never got so loved by someone before
but i know i will settle down with you
and build our own eden family up
iloveyou ,
and you will always be love by me.
hugs and kisses.

xoxo
23112008.
story started, never ending.

bored(:

2009-02-18T02:07:00.002+08:00

greetings earthlings [:

slept at 6 in de morning,
so woke up around de noon liddat bahs.
de house was so empty larhs.
& baby was at work.

waking up around 2 plus lor.
decided to cook something special for baby<3
so i was searching high & low for ingredients.
cause most of it was used for my birthday bbq.
so my plan for chao fan(fried rice) is gone,
so i cooked mui fan for baby(:
& it so happen to be baby's favourite [:
actually i know lah but hehes. *winks*

so other den my mui fan ,
i packed after meal snack for baby
& his Yakult(:

so i prepared everything and left home ,
to Yishun to meet with baby(:
& surprise baby with mui fan,
cause he doesnt know that i had prepared it.
met baby @ mac
so while baby had his
breakfast-lunch,
i didnt have any ]]]:
but sweet baby bought me a oreo cheese cake.
weeeeeeeeeee[:
happy girl i am

after having our snacky lunch,
we walked around northpoint lor.
but while window shopping both baby & i
saw this nike , card holder thingy.
so baby bought it [:
we place our ezlink cards in it.
& its black, not easy dirty.
ohohoh!
baby went to clean his specs (:
for 3 bucks.

had dinner at long john,
den talking session with baby.
LOVESLOVES
saw soonlee there while i was about to go home.
baby send me home.
so ta-dah!

many thanks ♥

2009-02-17T03:56:00.002+08:00

hellos people.
finally i am back on my blogging track. [:

well i would like to thank :
beatrice.liwei.shijie.weixiong.kendrick.
peck.yiling.jierui.stephi.tanisha.
tammy.jarrell.yongling.weixiong's gf.tanisha
weijian.seerong.victor.jessie.teckmeng.
jasper.kokkein.kejun.rosaline.aiqing.
elynn.justin.amanda.caryn.hannahAik.
clara.chuifang.Lennat.puma(yanrong).anne

aliciaToh.lianli.cindy.auther.cheehao.

linus.xianwei.guisiang.elliot.jiahua.

benguin.calgar.fuzz.sharky.angle

for de birthday wish and some of them thanks
so much for de presents.

&& even special thanks to my ♥N.eden.
for making my birthday such a fun one(:

iloveyou baby.

on de 14 of feb.
valentines day.
baby brought me to Jack's place for dinner,
&& baby surprise me with de green carebear (:
de second bearbear baby given me ler.
de first was on de 27 nov 2008.
where baby covered my eyes and lead me to
Build A Bear Workshop.
&& we named him Jayden Eden Han.
this time baby got me green carebear,
so i name her limey[:
after dinner, both baby & i went up to buy movie ticket
for movie "Other End of de line"
but de show was starting rather late,
so both baby & i went for walks.
& i always enjoy walks with baby.
so we had our movie,
missed de last bus,
so we walked home.
love holding onto baby's arms.

i'm ending my entry already people.
so i would like to thank these ppl for spending much
on my bday presents[:

sun dress:
♥bea,jess,weijian
converse shoe (fit just well[:):
♥shijie,weixiong,ken
everlast top:
♥jierui,yiling
cute piglet.:
♥aliciaToh
abox of sweet loves:
♥liwei
& lastly a HP Mini Laptop:
♥♥ bfren N.eden.
my dearest baby.

hope that you people like this new blogskin of mine
comment yeah(: LOVES

emo .

2009-01-28T20:34:00.004+08:00

hey people.

wanted to blog just now but now.
i just didnt have the mood to.
i'm sorry readers.

i have just went in to my depression mood.
i dun feel like talking.
i dun feel like blogging.
sorry people.
there is nth wrong but i just suddenly went into a mood
of darkness.
dang!

talked to tm just now.
thank god larhs.
shared some stuffs with him.
7 years of friendship and counting.
well. thank you readers for reading.
i hope that i can blog soon too.

damn lost,

2009-01-13T22:28:00.002+08:00

ok. i feel so bloody lost right now

sometimes its very hard to think like a adult.

cause maybe i dunno anything.

but its been hard on you.

i maybe de cause that you been covering up for me.

thank you and i'm sorry.

beryl! beryl! please do wake up.

what is wrong!. i dun feel myself again.

i dont wanna grow up anymore.
Where's the universal remote!?

am i selfish?

i think i am you know.

cause it seems that i have never feel for you

i'm sorry baby.

but i hope that one day i would understand .

i am trying to. i seriously am.

with everything liddat in my mind now.

what can i do to make you happy.

spending every moment with you is my joy.

i dunno if you ever felt happy with me or so watever.

i know you understand me.

but i'm still so sorry.

everything in my mind now is spinning.

am i de right one for you.

if i'm not please smack me up.

it like how one of de song from PCD ( When I Grow Up) say.

every one is thinking about what they want when they grow up.

but sometimes. are we able to get de stuffs we want when we really grow up.

maybe some people does. but to think of it. some dont.

but whats is de reason behind it.

i dunno. beats me. anything i do it seems so wrong.

i know i'm in de wrong i'm sorry.

i will change for de better alrights.

time is so short yet you can get to do one thing at a time.

is this how we are suppose to enjoy life.

beats me.

think of it.

7 days in a week.

some friends of mine are like. living their lifes away.
some may be better cause they have their bf/gfs to be there to support them

some like oyz (rich kid) that has everything planned for them.

well. where do i fit myself in.

nt sure. or is my life suppose to be short or something.

crap man.

well. GROW UP BERYL!

work your ass off and get everything done.

FUCK MAN!

i hate quarrells. i seriously hate it.

maybe i am de cause that we started all this.

ok i'm sorry.

i'm getting super tired, mentally.

words fall out of my mouth and

i cant seem to trace what i’m saying

i expected much more,

but i received so much lesser.

it's demoralising seriously,

i dont even know how to reactit all seem so fake now

bring me back to life.

PLEASE BRING ME BACK!

-i wish i could find the words to say

i wish i could save these moments and

put 'em in a jar i wish i could stop the world from turning

keep things just the way they are

2008-12-29T17:03:00.002+08:00

greetings earthlings

well. i'm back.
sorry for MIA-ing, was rather busy with stuffs (:

WARNING : LONG ENTRY

21 dec.

woke up at 5.30. prepared stuffs to JB for paintball training.
L woke up late. so babe and i , went to cross de custom first.
and WOW de new custom is like damn messy lahh.
but nvm. den babe had a sudden urge to poop.
hahas. damn funny lah.
after crossing the customs.
babe ran to de washroom to take a dump.
5 mins later *came out very happy*
babe : wha de toilet got butt spray lehhs
hahas. we headed to city square and roam around
while waiting for L to arrive(:
out of a sudden my phone cocked up.
so babe decide to get a DIGI prepaid card.
so TA-DA! we manage to contact L
after meeting L , we all headed to de basement to have lunch.
lunch , lunch , lunch
took a cab to OctVille for training.
woohoo~
babe was damn strict when training me personally about changing hands.
it was damn suan lah. after that had some drills
thou it was just L and me.
sliding and snapshooting and 1v1 drill.
well now i know where did i always exposed de most.
and i def wont be showing it again (:

23 dec.

went to PS with babe.
had dinner first before watching de movie BOLT.
damn nice movie and funny too
glad that babe enjoyed it. (:
we laughed (:
got prezzi from babe(:
den off for homey home home
happy monthsary babe.
i love de surprise(:
24 dec.

christmas eve(:
weeheehee~
early in de morning went over to korkor place.
slacked there until noon liddat babe & i went to get prezzi
for babe parents.
den babe got me a adidas bikini(:
and a green adidas polo tee for babe.
headed to babe place after that.
after when babe got ready.
OMG! babe was so shuai lahh.
den until when babe was well ready
we headed back over to my place for me to prepare
and we cabbed to MS to meet peckpeck.
peckpeck waited for us til she wanted to faint liaos.
hahas. but yeaps. we headed to yoshi for dinner
while waiting for yiling and janette.
after that we headed to city link meeting 2 friends of yiling.
headed down to clarke meeting stephi there
walked down to some cheenafuck pub.
along with 2 guy friends of janette.
saw some *puipui* there.*yucks*
but oh well. singapore is small.
we were standing for like 45mins liddat
before we settle down to a comfy couch.
but before that i played up down with baby.
and i drank most of the martell w greentea.
but after 1 game. we played blackjack.
there was like yiling,stephi,peckpeck&me with babe who tuo zhuang.
hahas. shit lah. i drank most of de time lah.
den after a few rounds yiling want to play up down with babe.
babe drank most of de martell.
den we settle down on de comfy couch.
babe sang duet with stephi. den peckpeck and i were like disiao-ing babe.
so when they wanted to wrap up. we all headed home.
babe and i headed home iin NR2. (:

25 dec.

merry christmas earthlings.
woke up very late in de afternoon.
while babe and i slack on bed and daze around.
babe left for home to help daddy for some stuffs.
waited for babe to be back. den we headed for yilings place
for mj.
a few rounds of mj. headed home with babe @ 1

27 dec.

woke up late for BST day. cause babe was slightly sick.
so yah. not much ppl around because BTO was cancel.
so around 5 babe and i quicky headed home change and prepare.
headed down to esplanade for L's gig.
nice gig L. rock on. you were WOOHOO~!!

28 dec.

woke up slightly late. but lucky that i had packed stuffs for training already.
so babe and i rushed down to kranji to meet elaine & alicia.
so while L was on her way babe wanted to grab some food to eat
cause babe stomach hungry.
after a while L arrive. so yeah we headed to JB.
traffic jam. damn shitty lor. hahas.
den once again while being in de Q to cross de custom
alicia got a sudden urge to take a dump, and so was babe.
but after we cross de custom L was very hungry.
so we headed to de food court.
well. i had a plate of chicken rice, sharing it with babe.
and yah. took cab to OctVille to train again.(:
chared cab with babe & alicia.
so once we reach there we went to change except for babe.
so yeaps. while L and i couldnt wait to slide again. WEEEEE
so we had a 3v2 for a warm up. L,elaine&i were in a team
while babe&alicia were in a team.
first game all 3 of us were shot in our harness.
while de 2 game i manage to shooting alicia out
and elaine shooting babe out.
3rd game i got shot by alicia. exchanging shot i guess.
hahas.
well. L and i were sliding after that. hahas.
alicia came over to teach us esp elaine. (:
but babe was having some dizzy-ness. so i went over to get drink with elaine.
and i got it right babe got fever.
38 DEGREE!! yah. under de hot sun and stuffs.
and we had a little game with some guys.
and yah. i got shot at my neck. it was ouch but yah.
just a game . de second game was slightly different.
we played mixed. so during de first game.
i was shot out by alicia.
and second game elaine and i were left behind.
and elaine shot babe out.
it was a good game thou,
after that i was helping babe to cool de fever down.
but in de end babe taught me how t roll out.
practicing behind a pillar with Dash in my hands.
den went for snap-shooting.
snapshoot with alicia first.
elaine with alicia.
L with alicia
L with me.
but lucky that after the snapshooting we felt rain.
so we all went back in to clean our beloved markers.
so cleaning and packing up = many many hours
so we miss de showing room so babe called uncle sham to pick us up.
while waiting for uncle sham. i told de rest of them my past.
or to say i told them my secondary school story.(:
den uncle sham came. but some stuffs lah.
so we were spilt into 2 cabs. cause there was 5 of us lah.
so met up at city square for dinner.
wow damn nice but damn EX lahh.
hahas. but well malaysia marhs.
hahas. so after eating we all headed to custom. den suddenly
babe : ehs! i want to take a dump lehs.
and so alicia , elaine & L left first.
so after a few mins we left de customs.
waited for bus 950 was !#(*$%#$@)(@#$!)*_)*%*_@#*#_%(&*@)#$(%#+)$*
freaking long lah. but it was due to traffic jam.
but nvm came home both after bath babe and i crash (:

thats all for my long entry for de day. ((:
thanks for reading i will be back (:
L I HAVE ALREADY UPDATED IT ((:

2008-12-16T03:25:00.002+08:00

hellos earthlings. (:

guess whad.
I'M BACK BABY!

due to lack of time and stuffs
i'm sorry for being like MIA-ED
hahas. GOTCHA.
sad right.
hmmmm.
well LOOK AT THE TIME NOW.
i have to go to sleep liaos. yeaps
i'm sorry earthlings.
but. STAY TUNE YEAHHHHHH
I'LL BE BACK.
DUN MISS ME. ((((:

* anyway peepols. i will be changing my bloggie layout soon.
whakakaka..* stay tune
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS

p/s { you are very special in my heart. yes you are.

2008-11-18T01:53:00.002+08:00

hey earthlings.

HELLOS TO THOSE FUCKTARDS STALKER.
LET ME WARN YOU FIRST.
HEAVY POST.

IF YOU THINK I'M IN DE WRONG.
SORRY LOOK AT YOURSELF
WHY BEAT AROUND THE BUSH.
COME RIGHT TO ME LAH.
YOU FUCKTARD.
DUN HAVE THE GUTS?
BECAUSE YOU ARE WEAK.
DOESNT MEAN I ALWAYS GIVE IN MEANS
I'M WEAK.
SO WHAT IF YOU GO GYM AND BUILD YOURSELF UP.
FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
YOU ARE A GIRL WHO TRIED TO BECOME A BUNG.
WHEN YOU CANT EVEN GET THE GIRL YOU LIKE TO LIKE YOU BACK.
OH PLEASE.
SHE EVEN FELL FOR YOUR FRIEND ALRIGHTS.
YOU NOOBSHIT.
HIT ME, BEAT ME.
COME LAH. ASSHOLE.
YOU ARE JUST A PIECE OF WHITE DANGLING SMALL HAND FREAK.
SO WHAT YOU THINK MONEY CAN BUY YOU EVERYTHING ARH
GO AND BUY FRIENDS LOR.
I BET THEY WILL LEAVE YOU ONE DAY.
HAHA STOP ACTING AS IF YOU ARE A TAI SAI LEADER.
BUT ACTUALLY YOU ARE NOT.
BY SPREADING RUMORS AROUND IS JUST CHILDISH ALRIGHT
STOP BITCHING AS IT WILL TURN ITS WAY AROUND AND
YOU WILL GET YOURSELF IN A FUCKING DEEP TROUBLE.

DONT EVER MESS WITH ME.
YOU PIECE OF SHIT.
GROW UP LAHHHHHHHHH.
18 LIAOS STILL SO CHILDISH.
MIND OF A KID.

sorry for the damn heavy post.
this is for someone.
not naming her out.
save her from losing her face.

2008-11-13T23:12:00.002+08:00

EARTHLINGS

anyway. tomorrow gonna meet jiejie to take de SLR camera.
HOHOHO~

this week like go school for 2 days ehs.
cause going to grad ler + doing fyp.
zzzzz
our movie shoot is still going fine.
&& yeaps. still de same.
i'm with lotsa NG(s)

thanks jarrell for helping me to act (:
but O's are over ler ahhh.
hahas. but horrr. thanks many many ohhh~
JIE LOVES YOU.
jarrellngwenxiong[[:

lastly,

MR LIAOSHIMING
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY
TO YOUUUU~

} p/s : hope you like the tee okayy~
hope you like the surprise too(:
whhxnd~ okayy (:

2008-11-09T02:04:00.002+08:00

ZOMG!!!!

its 2 am liaos.
and i am still not sleepy.

had a convo with an-an on msn just now.
he's like telling me like. how his friend went on for piercing.
i told him that piercing is like normal for people lahh.
its like how hannah(xbz) always tell me to close my earholes.
but he told me like its different lahhh. as i asked him why lah.
and he told me. his friend went to pierce his
G-E-N-I-T-A-L!!!!!
*faints*
for ppl who dont know what is that
let me tell you.
its you lower part of your body.
*AHEMMMMM*
get it.
so an-an was like telling me that no matter how many piercings he had.
he would nvr be going for the genital.
SO OUCH LAHHHH!

had a hair *fringe* cut @ 883.
&&& for the first time i went to my usual
and waited for freaking long time.
nvm. i trust the service there.
since sec 1 thou. :DDDDDDDD

shall post the pic like soon.
cause its like mummys lappy has no
blah-luuuuu-tofff.

} p/s: you this big baby (: rest more ahh. misses

2008-11-08T00:47:00.002+08:00

hey earthings.

now at shijie's place.
while they smoking i blogging.
hahas.cool right.
today had 2 test(:
both test got A ((((((:
*happyhappy*
today in school wear specs all de way.
den like gong gong liddat.
end class around 12++ 1 liddat lor

went to tamp to meet turtleA.
hahas. sorry for making you wait arhhh.

walked around to see to find for make up.
for video shooting.
hahas. den couldn't even find a cheaper one in tamp mall lahh.
went back to woodlands to find make up @ john little.
:DDDDDD FOUND A CHEAPER ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas. den went up to 3rd level
to K.P to find for toy knife/sword lor.
but cant find. zzzzzzzz
after that headed to popular find carbon paper.

headed home after that.(:
den very funny lor.
wanted to do house work de.
den once i lay down on my bed.
i felt sleepy. even setting alarm clock to 5 to wake up lor.
but still over sleep. LOL!
kuku lor me. :D

ending here for today. oh~~

}p/s : thank you for sending me home today
and the trouble for finding make up with me (:
whxnd! i found out lehh. hahas. :D
misses.

2008-11-06T22:55:00.006+08:00

hey hey hey
peeeee poleeeeeeeeee!!!!

had mryar's phase test today.
its like OMG!
cause i didnt attend sch for like 1 week plus.
but i still manage to finish everything.
cool ehs.
and even more cool.
my group storyline is being
AHHHH - CEPPPP - TTEDDDDDD!!!!
phew~ but why are the teacher so eager to see de scene
i DIE?!?!?!
but nvm. hahas.
after school , i went down to tamp.
meet up with nonsense zhu. :DD

walked around tamp mall with is abit waste of time.
hahas.
den we headed to cwp. took bus 969. (:
collection of my specs. hahas.
walked home. (: and ta dahhh~
here i am blogging .
gonna show you how i look with my specs.
total nerd? you decide. (: hahas.

} ps : thanks for sending me home & helping me to carry that golden lappy of mine(:
& yah thanks for the morning call too. (:
take care okiies. (: waiting for next thursday right.
misses

2008-11-05T23:50:00.002+08:00

tralala~
heyylooo earthings(:

ehs. well.
back to school life again.
rather boring at times.
talked about MPJ stuffs again.
& that mryar said he wanted to see my video shoot where de part i die.
zzzzzzzzzzz.
* YEOWWWWWW SIEWWWWWWWW*
but had laughters lor.
went to library again. yeaps.
read a book titled
One Dance In Paris.
freaking nice lah.
oh yah. and the book i bought
Kira Kira.
Ita awsome too. seriously. i wanna buy books again.
hunting for book stores.
hahas. thanks to de portable charger mummy pass to me.
if not my mp3 almost died in de library.

well. there is a 3on3 coming up soon.
it will be over my video shooting i guess.
will be teaming up with my
loves (sally) , buddy (vickie) & wu gui (fran)
so next monday we gg to lian our mo qi.
hahas. place haven tot of it yet. but i tink it will most likely to be at cck.
cause wugui & buddy stay around there.
yeaps. hmmm.

going to collect my specs tmr.
will have a picture taken after i have it.
i will seriously look like a total nerd i guess.

oh yah. saw yongling & quah on the way home just now.
hahas. haven seen them like in
932346823465108763240174017097234982640196401 years.
hahas. didnt chat much with them.

YONGLING JIE PLEASE LAST ON WITH NIK
HE IS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD GUY ALRIGHTS.

and lastly

CLARA CHAN.
HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUU.

xoxo
w loves

} p/s : i wanna know you better. can i?

2008-11-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

There are things you say before a group of friends whereby everyone enjoys the sense of belonging.

There are things you say to a special group of friends and everyone nods in timely empathy.

There are things you say exclusively to a best friend and he listens understandingly.

Then, there are things you dont say that are somehow heard and understood.

Sometimes, there are things you want to say but you ought not say no matter how badly you want to.

Now, I know I've things to say and I know what to say.

2008-11-02T22:33:00.002+08:00

omg.

i realise that i hardly blog ler.
hahas. hellos earthlings(:

well. itesc basketball tournament is over.
sad. cause won only 1 match.
but nvm we had great bonding.(i hope so)
well. all i have to say is great job girls.
jiayou in studies too.(:

den next is my MPJ aka FYP.
OMG LAH!!!!
its like, freaking stress lor.
lucky i got my handy partner SJ to help me
wha without his help hor.
i think i this team leader damn jialat lor.
hahas.

anyway short entry for now. blog again next time

tata~

whaddddsuppp

2008-10-22T00:48:00.002+08:00

heylo peoples.
okay lah, lazy beryl is here to blog.
anyway rather busy after sch had reopen.
with training and friendly.
most of all. MPJ.
think of my fyp i can rather faint. hahas.
think ITE life easy ehs. no lahhh.
wait long long lor.
hahas.

anyway, i am soooooooooooo
tired ler. i guess short post for now?

nighties people.

2008-09-03T23:00:00.001+08:00

okay. short post today yah.

hmm. this few days is very cold.
so people out there rememeber
to cover your blankies okiies.

there is so much projects to be done.
damn shag.
not enough time.

anyway i have changed my blog ((:
like it? give some comments alrights.

tata peoples

2008-09-02T20:10:00.000+08:00

THE VALUE OF A WOMEN:

A women came out of a mens' rib.
Not from his feet to be walked on,
not from hishead to be superior over,
but from his side to be equal.
Under the arms to be protected,
and next to the heart to be loved.

2008-08-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

replys :

passer by : thanks. take care
clara : hey babe. i have linked u <3s
rosaline : i am good girl ((:
hannah.aik : hey i'm fine thanks how u ?
babybaobao : aku also love ni lehh.

2008-08-16T21:18:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS BORING DAY

guess whad.i change my whole blog layout.
nice?
give comments okayy. ((:

yesterday went to weijian's place.
celebrate his birthday in advance.
order pizza and eat cake lor.
that bea hor. order so much food.
cant wait for d end of this month for
4T1 class gathering @ sentosa.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
its been like long time since i been out with them lor.
i miss d times with 4T1 lor.
many happy times and stuffs
took pictures ytd.
will post them up later. (:

well. after tues training
now back aching like everynight lahh.
damn pain lor. and damn aching lahh.
do medi ball lehh.
but very fun.

<3CURRYPUFFS

BIRTHDAY BOY WEIJIAN

JESS && WEIJIAN

WEIJIAN && ME

TIKOTECK && WEIJIAN

hellos

2008-08-01T04:19:00.000+08:00

HEYHEYHEY
guess who's back blogging^^

hmmm
recieve complains bout not blogging.
sorry lahhhh.
i very busy nehhh.

alrights.
i'm so freaking tired
due to d new time table.
*which is not new to me anymore*
MORNING CLASSES
which makes me lose my precious sleep.
morning calls and stuffs.
hahas.

taken my 2.4
&& i'm so damn upsad of d timing.
hai.
train more okayy.
&& guess whad.
after my 2.4
my strawberry jam came.
oh great~ NOT
who likes it ehs?
made my day so sulky lah
gave me pain && stuffs.
hate it ehs.
who loves it anyway huh.

training && sw.
total crap ehs.
super tiring larhs.
BERYL BERYL
STRONG GIRL EHS!

but i feel so weak now larhs.
W.E.A.K spell it.

this week is a total spoilt week larhs.
&& my phone is a total COCK UP PHONE.
awwww man.
i wanna change it like SOOOOOON
*pretty pleaseeeeeeeeee*

all i'm busy now is like
project,project,project
training,training,training
class test,class test,class test

&& all i need is
time,time,time
sleep,sleep,sleep
no school,no school,no school

cmon holidays cant you come faster
many people says i have lost weight
but have i ?
i dunch know ehs.
momma says its due to stress.
i dunch know~

arggg! i'm so freaking stress.
there is like project date due
&& class test.
*total of 6 chapters*
i have to go study like real soooooon.
JIAYOU ARHS!

*dearest bibi :
thank you for
being by my side
all these while
i treasure it
& cherish it.
thank you for
being there for me.
whenever i need you.
you will never fail to
make me smile.
you are one cheeky baby
& thats why you hold a place
in my heart.
jiayous
LOVES

xoxo
loves teddy bear

LOVE

2008-06-24T02:09:00.000+08:00

weeeee.
back from camp liaos.
can say rather long liaos.
weeee.
now i am super tann from camp larh
with trainings & dragon boating ((:
& my everyday was with bibi
ended camp with all de
i love you dear

& yes we 1 months ler((:

to bibi :
indeed times passes fast
when we are tgt.
right dear *winks*
i treasure every moments
i spend with you alotalot.
with you around
my everyday is like
being in heaven.
a feeling which no one can replace
my love for you is very strong
okayy dear.
you are de reason for me to
smile&cry
laugh&tear
& many more.
de reason for me to emote myself
to many happenig stuffs.
i love you lots lots okay.
our story
starting forever , ending never.

after camp never go home
CAUSE
its our 1 month^^
we went dating ^^
went to amk walk walk for awhile
den headed to vivo.
bibi bought tang tang from candy empire.
den we walk walk around toys'r'us
dear is cute de lor.
high here & dere norh.
bibi brought me to superdog to eat
never eat before.
but its nice nice wor.
hehes.
after that we headed to de vivo
mini swimming pool.
went there to lang man lang man.
weeeeeeeeeee.
really love to spend time with you norh bibi~

muacks bibi
i lao hu you.
xoxo

((: happy

2008-06-09T03:19:00.000+08:00

hello again!

well.just had a unexpected sms
from someone unexpected.

never mind.
let me blog about something more happy lo.
ha~
we won singapore combine school.
whahas. 43:38.
wooo.

i've been in bibi's house for like 1 week 3 days lor.
break record liaos.

have to go sch tomorrow
to pass shirli my 2 days mc.
&& pass ms jean my consent form
for basketball camp & dragon boat ^^
den i can see boyfriend liaos. ((:
bibi i miss you nehs.

to de someone(you know who you are) :
i know you will be reading my blog.
i used to hold a flaming torch for you.
but now i'm not.
i use to give in to you rather alot.
i hope you know.
my feelings have aready faded.
&& it will never be back again.
during our days together i had given
my whole time to you.
even if it was meeting with friends
which are just under my house.
i had to spend time with you.
beig there for you when you had trainings
were you there for mine at least for once?
you know de answer.
do you remember that
when you ask me to change
i had to change for you.
you once said you would change
cause it would be fair.
but did you?
time & time again.
i had given in.
or even close both eyes.
whenever i quarrell with my dad
because of you.
i felt bad. cause he is my dad
but i had to side for you.
do you know how much i had to give in to you?
i have always say how good & sweet you are
infront of my friends.
i hate it whenever we quarrell.
cause you certainly love to bring things up
for no whatever reasons.
now i have 1 thing to tell you.
and it is that
my feelings for you DIED.

hmmmm. de time now is 5am.
very late ler hor.
i miss my boyfriend lehs.
i miss your hughug lehs. ^^
but hor bibi
I LAO HU YOU LEHS<3

((:

2008-06-07T16:25:00.000+08:00

wha super long time nvr blog liaos.
today will be de second match
of de shao nian bei for admiralty.
playing with xue lian later.
we lost to kaixuan just by 2 points.
feeling very shitty due to some reasons.

this few days i've been @ bibi's house.
yeaps. many things to laugh at norh.
funny, joyful , sweet & many more to go lor.
*am i right bibi*

yeaps.
gg to prepare ler. den go out meet sally^^

bibi

2008-05-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm.
so busy with exams this week.

let me start from friday ahhh
had 3on3
lost all. due to the pull of my hamstring.
its really hurt lah.
but at least i didnt give up
but still PAIN AHH!
didnt really care lor.
still its hurts til my tears came out lor.
hahas.
but that day ahh.
bibi sat under de sun for 2-3 hours
it cause her to have fever.

saturday
suppost to have friendly de
den change to tues lor.
sian i cannot make it.
cause hamstring still pain
ohya and szelei told me that
the first game we playing is against
kaixuan.
omg lor. but nvm bahs
jiayou oh admiralty.
jiayou!jiayou!jiayou!

sunday
went to korkor house to eat beef steak
before that i was with bibi eating kfc
den go korkor house de time
stomach super full lor.
den use msn for awhile
use webcam
hahas. super fun lor.
chat with bibi
but char was @ her place doing project
chat on the phone also
hahas.
den jiu bring kangle come my house lor.

yesterday(monday)
bibi no go sch cause due to fever.
aiyo is high de lor.
so after sch i went to find bibi
den when reach her place there
we walked to teckwhye to eat.
eat lunch den go back to bibi house ler.
watch bubble boy
sooo funny lor.
keep laughing. but de show also touching
brough bibi to see doctor lor.
den bring kangle to eat dinner @ mac lor.
yeaps.

bibi fever drop liaos
must remember to eat medi okay.
i will remind u as well de.^^
iloveyou

today(tues)
went to class late.
sat for shirli's test
wha can say can bahs
i got study so i think its okay for me lor
den went for break with de malay girls.
took my blazer && tie lor
went for mark lee's pract exam also
also easy lor.
hahas. cause mostly he got help lah.
good teacher^^
after test i took train down to bishan to find
bibi & co.
they talking about their role play project thingy
den i sit there and talk on de phone with jess lor
they finish liaos
den go to j8 change den pay hp bill.
ate long john with bibi.
so good nor. ppl pei wo but nvr eat
cause bibi cannot eat
bibi having bad coughso i bought clam chowder lor
den we all de way @ ljs for super long time lor
hahas.
but with bibi around i very happy lor.
bought some stuffs.
find xiaohong
yah(:

oh ya. admiralty won homeU
with de score of 69 : 59
nice ehs.

ok bahs. everyone night bahs

Little Superhero Girl

2008-05-26T01:50:00.000+08:00

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wild world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And I just don't know where to run
I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles with lemonade
Play hide and seek with the boy next door
Take a trip to Singapore
And imagine how i'll make the world a better place
All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognize
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero
Na-na-na-na...
If I were a little girl
Trying to clean up the whole wide world
I'd kick the bad boys back to school
Teach them fighting's just not cool
I'd give every kid a teddy bear
Turn starving people into millionaires
Break glass ceilings with dynamite
Sprinkle a little sugar and spice
Turn the bullies that terrorize
Into pink poodles that bark but don't bite
All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognize
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero
Na-na-na-na...
Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me
Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me from myself
I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world

(:

2008-05-24T13:33:00.000+08:00

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.

iloveyou

2008-05-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

been having exams.
and exams are round the corner.
and shao nian bei is also near.
crap lahh
can say i'm stress-ed out.
(or something)

hmmmmm.
tues
i went to simei ite,
suppose to be time keeper
ended up running for dee&co
got second for 4x100
can say very long nvr run ler lor.
2 years lehs
so crap lahh.
run liaos left leg de caf pain.
zzzzz.

today
is training day.
get to see baobao.<3
muacks.
train halfway den rain liaos
den hor my dear baobao very happy.
so cute lor.
den we did ball handling inside lor.
hmmmmm. doing ball handling very fun
hahas.
we did like the superman medi ball thingy.
hahas. den jiao lian is super funny de lor.

den after that went to S-11 to eat dinner
share-ed chicken rice with jiahua.
yeaps. talk to her about many things lor.
hehes.
someone is sleeping in my room now.
like a pig.
hahas.

toodles.
xoxo

stress

2008-05-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

went to 768 mac just now.
hahas.
was talking on the phone
den on the way go the time
meet dao shijie.
pei him go buy cig.
den after that go mac ler lor.
ken reach before us.
den wait for teckmeng.
hahas.
suppost is he treat de lor.
but kejun come even late.
but i got free nugget to eat.
hahas.
den both shijie & me finish studying ler.
whakaka~
but is stress de lor.
serious.
but manage to finish studying
mark lee the thingy lor.

oh yah.
today korkor bring kangle&meimei
come visit me.
haii the same lor.
see kangle liddat
cannot control.
everytime i see him.
is a comfirm will cry de lor.
how can i not cry for once when i see him
he is my dearest nephew
not to forget meimei.

hmmm today i miss baobao
lotslotslots lor.
hahas.

haiyah.279 more to go.
oh ya tomorrow is holiday^^

Promise me you'll leave the light on,
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone.
'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say

<3

2008-05-16T10:09:00.000+08:00

i dont care whatever you say or
whatever your do lor.
my life jiu shi my life.
i happy jiu can lo.

this few days meet baobao. (is happy d lor)
but got stress moment also lor.
exams ahhh. *nvm whatever*
but will be studying with
shijie,jas,teckmeng&ken lor.
hahas. @768 mac.

later will be going to RP for openhouse.
hahas. bishan ppl coming over to take bus tgt
yeah-ness lor. ^^

haobahs. i go off ler class starting.
tata~

happy(:

2008-05-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

today morning meet silly gan.
she pei me to amk hub wait for bus.
xiexie ohh~ (hope breakfast nice nehs)
yeaps.
den can say today the lesson all boring de lor.
den all the way like
play psp && see ppl play cs den scream.
hahas. den throat is super de pain lor.
den sw is like take attendence nia.
den i rush down to bishan.
pass that cream and facial scrub to ongyunzhou.
den go find silly gan & jess
they all play bb for awhile.
den self-training lor.
hahas. super fun larhs.
den silly gan give me sweet sweet to eat^^
(xiexie ni ohh~)
met jiahua @ bishan interchange
den we went for dinner at kfc lor.
hahas. so funny.
so much fun norh. (hor silly gan).
den do somework lah
chit-chat here and there lor.
fun fun~
den wait for xiaohong to end work also.
hahas. went home with
charmaine & silly gan. we took train.
very funny lahhhh.

sit bus 913.
saw mr _. grrrrrr
rather sian to see him just say hi bye nia.
den saw shawn ma.
den he also playing for admiralty csc sia.
but is U16.(jiayou ahh)
his game starting on 25 may lor.

shaggg

2008-05-12T02:19:00.000+08:00

went for training yesterday.
xiaobai never get into team.zzzzz
take jeresy ler. num 14.
wanted either 9 or 11 very badly.
went for dinner with the admiralty girls lor.
den wan mei very cute. she like mama-san liddat sia.
went to meet sarah and val after dinner with them.
at night chat on phone with silly gan.
den hor i keep complaining to silly gan.

next week no training.
and guess whad i'm having a very pack week
coming soon
16 : open house at Rp
21 : test
22 : quiz
23 : 3 on 3
24 : friendly match.
27 : i forgot
28 : class test
29 : ite cca medal award

super tight right.
i still have others on but i forgot when is the dates ler.
wha i super packed with stuffs lor.

today is mama day.
went to ma-lai-si-ya (malaysia)
ate my niu-you-pang-xie(butter steam crab)
and cereal prawn.
whaha.

went gaint to shop for some stuffs.
hahas.
ya liddat lor.

happy mama's day
mama i love youuuu~

(:

2008-05-10T12:30:00.000+08:00

went shopping yesterday @ bugis with mrPEH.
and i bought like 172947297293758291 stuffs. hahas.
no lah. i bought

shorts
white supergirl tee
red top
black belt
ear studds
golden bape cap
boxers *female boxers*
some VCD(s)

so fun shopping at bugis. den we went to bishan.
play aracde den saw kejun. hahas.
played the mario cart & the basketball game.
den mrPEH bought me a piglet to hug home.
so fun and i really love going shopping.
hahas.

having admiralty training later.
hope can play match again.
later desa and houson coming ^^
lending houson my headphones.
den desa going training.
hope today wont rain bahs hor. hahas.

now converting shows into PSP format. whaha.
and yeah tomorrow is mummy's day.
going in to malaysia to do SHOPPING^^

♥ back

2008-05-06T00:38:00.000+08:00

hellos.
too lazy to make blog skin ler.
feelings being mix-ed in me.

that day yenling sms me.
say i selected into team.
rather happy^^
cause last year le ma. if not cannot play
the shao nian bei ler.

den that day went training at bishan. (ITE training)
wha coach hor. killer sia XP
train us until leg suan here and there.
zzzzzzz. but i miss coach alot lor. hahas.
she very cute ma.

now i'm so burn-ed
cause saturday went to sentosa.
hahas.
jarrell&me went tanning ma.
den hor i very stupid sia.
look in the cloud den see for a while den sleep ler.
believe it or not.
i sleep while tanning lor.
hahas.
den now i like chao ta ler lor.
no lah. actually is like red all over lor.
but getting better soon.^^

tmr gt sw. hahas.
playing bb again.^^
yeaps^^

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

2008-05-01T05:40:00.001+08:00

alrights my blog died-ed(is there such a word?)
anyways. yeah started with this new blog hopefully
i will blog often i guess. now its late.
due to making this blog. nice ehs. <3