Wednesday, April 8, 2009
{ 1:04 AM }

so many ups and downs.
idk idk idk.
how can i be able to go pass it?
i miss playing bball.
anyone? thou i know all de mid years are around de corner.
but still bball anyone?
still thinking about tmr,
should i or should i not?
sometimes i shall shut myself up and think for others.
what can i do.
sometimes its hard that idk what i should really do.
yes sometimes i do have my fault.
i admit sometimes whenever u nag or sowhatever at me,
my brain seems to wander off.
grrrr. i am mad about myself being liddat.
why am i scared ?
what am i scared off ?
someone fill me in quick.
iam lost in my very own world.
please, someone please.
tell me what is my wrongs.
i am starting not to understand myself already.
did we start off too early?
i dun understand u sometimes.
you keep things from me,
and i keep things from u.
are we really in love with each other?
idk, i really dunno.
please tell me.Labels: lost in my own world