to de someone(you know who you are) :
i know you will be reading my blog.
i used to hold a flaming torch for you.
but now i'm not.
i use to give in to you rather alot.
i hope you know.
my feelings have aready faded.
&& it will never be back again.
during our days together i had given
my whole time to you.
even if it was meeting with friends
which are just under my house.
i had to spend time with you.
beig there for you when you had trainings
were you there for mine at least for once?
you know de answer.
do you remember that
when you ask me to change
i had to change for you.
you once said you would change
cause it would be fair.
but did you?
time & time again.
i had given in.
or even close both eyes.
whenever i quarrell with my dad
because of you.
i felt bad. cause he is my dad
but i had to side for you.
do you know how much i had to give in to you?
i have always say how good & sweet you are
infront of my friends.
i hate it whenever we quarrell.
cause you certainly love to bring things up
for no whatever reasons.
now i have 1 thing to tell you.
and it is that
my feelings for you DIED.
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